Your wishes are my command

lady_dawg @ 2005-04-16T19:46:00

2005-04-16T23:47:42Z

*NEW JOURNAL*

Not going to be posting in this one ANYMORE !!!

www.livejournal.com/users/this_myshit

Add me to your new friends list and I will add back be sure to comment:)on my other journal see yall there!!!I expect every friend ?I have on here on the new one:)

This is Awsome...

2005-04-15T00:51:27Z

1.I think Im goin to die tonight

unless I get to hold you tight

I need you here to hold me now

or Ill take my life I dont care how

5.I need to look deep in your eyes

So I can be myself & take off my disguise

I might use a rope or maybe a gun

But if you dont show up then my life is done

10.I need you here you're the light in my soul

your all that I want you're my number one goal

I hate when you leave me its a time that I dread

Without you here now Im as good as dead

I wont last much longer this is a pain I cant stand

15.And to think all I need is a squeeze from your hand

I made up my mind the ropes around my neck

You stil arent here my whole life's still a wreck

Im up on the block my life is nearly through

This I hear the door open I look I see you

20.I would be dead if you were not here

You saved my life oh the end was so near

I will never let you go again

With you I am happy no matter where or when

I have you here now holding you tight

25.You came just in time and saved my life tonight

Go figure!

Lots of comments please

Gals:I love yall! ..Baby its you*;)

...Being w/o you makes me sick

2005-04-14T03:10:37Z

"Nothing is ever right in this fucked up world"

...Sable i just have to tell you that your my girl and thanks for listening to all my problems these past few days.. hopfully Ill get everything straightend out...

i miss you..

..Gone* well im gonna miss him

2005-04-07T00:18:14Z

Gone to Virginia Beach!!!!!!!!!

...I'll be back later Sunday night!

..I would like some comments on this entry!THANKS!lol

Lauren & Shawn

8*15*03..i love you babe! and im gonna miss you!

..Gals:love yall

Wakey Wakey Eggs -n- BakeY!

2005-04-02T13:30:35Z

..Shew well its like 8:30 in the morning i have no idea why up im this earlie for.I think im just excited about today..Because today is the Pageant! I HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE!EVERYONE!..Its Jr. Miss Appy!..I belevie me and Sable are going to have so much fun in it today!I think im gonna try to go back to bed right now though and then leave here around 11:15 to get my hair done in stuff o lordy what a day this is going to be...

Sable-Can't wait to see your beautiful self later:) i love you sis!

..I beleve Courtney is gonna come watch me but..I tried callin Liz and no one answerd last night ! I was going to take her w/ me because she never gets out of the house at all..I feel sorry for her!:(

..Anyways Im gone! love you!

Comment are NiCe!

LAUREN & SHAWN
8*15*03
..i love you baby!

..Gals!:SABLE,Tiff,Tiffani

lady_dawg @ 2005-03-28T13:01:00

2005-03-28T18:20:44Z

I stole this from Court! lol:)

- -You
What is your full name:: Lauren Elizabeth Howard
Spell your first name backwards:: neruaL
Date of birth:: o7/25/9o
Male or female:: Female
Astrological sign:: leo
Nicknames::Lar Lar( thats what Shawn and my mommy call me!),Chicky                             Occupation:: a high school student
Height:: 5'10
Hair color:: brown
Eye color:: brown                                                                                                                            Where were you born:: Richmond Va
Where do you reside now:: Pennington Gap
Age:: 14
Screen names:: Shawns Forever
What does your screen name stand for:: I'll be w/ him forever duahh
What is your livejournal name:: lady_dawg
What does your livejournal name stand for:: That Im a girl Bulldawg Fan!
Pets:: 2 Dogs, 1 Cat
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake::Didnt have a cake I was at the beach w/ shawn:)
Piercings:: ears...
Tattoo's:: None
Shoe size:: 10 1/2 - 11 <--Big foot!
Righty or lefty:: Righty
Hearing:: Tv& Washing Machine
Feeling:: Tired..And not wanting to go to practice!                                                          Eating/drinking:: Dr. Pepper

- - When was the last time you..
cried: The other night! Sable knows why haha!
played a sport: haha like a few days ago*
laughed: Yesterday W/ Shawn
hugged someone: Yesterday Shawn
kissed someone: Yesterday                                                                                                          felt depressed: Like 2 weeks ago
felt overworked: everyday at practice haha
faked sick: .. n/a dont no?
lied:Been awhile

- -What was the last..
words you said: Om My Gahhhh
thing you ate: Bread
song you listened to: Shake it like a Salt Shaker !lmao
thing you drank:Dr. Pepper
place you went to: Gas sation w/ Shawn
movie you saw: The Pacifier w/ Shawn,Kayla and Jeff!                                                            movie you rented: King Author? maybe
concert you attended: n/a

- -Who was the last person you..
hugged : Shawn
cried over: ..none?
kissed: shawn
slowdanced with?: Shawn?Yesterday haha it was funny!
shared a secret with: Sable
had a sleepover with: Been awhile!                                                                                                went to a movie with: Shawn,Kayla,Jeff                                                                                     were angry with: little brother
couldn't take your eyes off of: Shawn of course
obsessed over: nobody

- -Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone:: nope
Been on a diet:: nope but I should be I have a pageant this Saturday haha
Been to a foreign country:: nope
Broken a bone:: nope
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling:: nope!
Swear at a teacher:: under my breath!Mrs. Hall                                                                          Talked to an lj member via emails or instant messages:: nope
Got in a fight:: YEP                                                                                                                        Dated a teacher:: no
Laughed so hard you peed your pants:: almost
Thought about killing your enemy:: yeah..:)~But not meaning it! just wishing:)
Gone skinny dipping:: nope
Met another lj member in the flesh:: no
Told a little white lie:: maby* haha
Told a secret you swore not to tell:: no
Stolen anything:: Yeah from my sister                                                                                        Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid:: haha yeah!
Been on TV:: Yes
Been on the radio:: ..no
Been in a mosh pit:: no
Been to a concert:: nope
Dated one of your best friends:: Yes Morgan!                                                                                  Loved someone so much it makes you cry:: Yeah Shawn!                                                              Been to a rodeo:: no
Been on a talk show:: no
Been on a game show:: no
Been on an airplane:: yes
Got to ride on a firetruck:: no                                                                                                          Came close to dying:: not really
Slow danced with someone you love:: oh yeah!
Participated in an orgy:: nope..All the time right SABLE!
Asked a friend for relationship advice:: Yeah..Erin&Leigha!
Had a friend steal your bf/gf:: bitch please! haha                                                                            Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love:: Yeah old friend we tried too! haha That would have been with Halie I think on her porch one morning! so yeah that was a long time ago!
Gotten a speeding ticket:: nope
Done jail time:: should have for some of the stuff ive done!
Had to wear a uniform to work:: nope
Won a trophy:: yeah
Bowled a perfect game:: no
Failed/got held back:: nope
Got perfect attendance in grade school:: haha yeah
Roasted pumpkin seeds:: nope
Taken ballet/karate lessons:: Yes'm I LOVE BALLET!
Attempted suicide:: nope
Cut yourself:: nope

- -Love Life
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yea
If so, who are they?: Shawn:)
Do you love them?: yes .. totally!
How long have you been dating?: 8-15-03!1 year and almost 8 months!
Do you have a crush?: Yeah HIM~                                                                                             Would you rather be single or taken right now?: taken
How many people have you dated this past year?: 1
How many people have you kissed in your life? like 5
How many people have you said "I love you too" and meant it?: 1
Have you ever had a hard time getting over someone?: nope                                                      Have you ever been cheated on?:Yeah *cough*cough*

- -What Did You Do...
Last weekend?: can't remember ! But I was w/ Shawn Sunday:)
Yesturday?: Went to Church w/ Shawn then was w/ him the reast of the day!
Your last birthday?: July 25!I was at the beach w/ Shawn
New Years Eve?: umm at the house on the phone w/ Shawn!                                                     Valentines Day?: Loved it! didn't get to see shawn though!I got A Dozen Roses so pretty pink an white!
Easter?: Went w/ Shawn!
4th of July?: Went to watch the fireworks down at the park w/ Shawn!                                        Halloween?: stayed at the house!
Thanksgiving?: Went to my nannas
Christmas Eve?: Stayed here!
Christmas Day?: Went w/ Shawn

...Thats about it for now!Comments please*

Lauren & Shawn

8/15/03*i love you..

GALS:i LOVE YALL!

lady_dawg @ 2005-03-26T08:59:00

2005-03-26T17:34:13Z

"We talk like we know what's going on, but we don't. We're young and we're gonna screw up a lot. We're gonna keep changing our minds and even sometimes our hearts. And through all that, the only real thing we can offer each other is forgiveness"

Love is..

Love is not having enough hours in a day to spend with someone. Spending your friday and saturday nights just sitting at home doing nothing with someone. Spending time just starting into someone's eyes for as long as you can. Missing someone when they leave the room for just a couple minutes. Wishing you could give someone anything they ever needed and wanted. Wishing you could take back all the pain and sadness they've ever encountered. Having someone to always say the right things even when you didnt know what you wanted to hear.

..This is about it Im gonna head off here and straighten my hair do a few other things.. and pretty much sit around the house all frigin day but o well Its not like i havent done it before .. i miss my girls like crazy!..And shawn well he has to work today from1 to 12 tonite so that really sucks I get to see him tomar though but still.. I dont get to see my girls till' Tuesday!I think Shawn's gettin his truck back somtimes soon shew I cant wait i miss that thing and so he can put his new rimes and his new tags that have our Initails on them*they are so cute!..But anyways Im gonna head off here!

Comments plz*-*

Lauren & Shawn

8*15*03

-I Love you babe-

Girls-I Love yall~

Old picture from football season of my two gals:)

This will give you the chills........GOOD chills. A young man had been to Wednesday night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice. The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does God still speak to people?" After service he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, "God...If you still speak to people speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey." As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, "God is that you?" He didn't get a reply and started on toward home. But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk. The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli. "Okay, God, in case that is you, I will buy the milk." It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk. He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home. As he passed Seventh Street, he again felt the urge, "Turn Down that street." This is crazy he thought and drove on past the intersection. Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street. At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh. Half jokingly, he said out loud, "Okay, God, I will". He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop. He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in semi commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed. Again, he sensed something, "Go and give the milk to the people in the house across the street." The young man looked at the house. It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat. "Lord, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid." Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk. Finally, he opened the door, "Okay God, if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for something but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here." He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, "Who is it? What do you want?" Then the door opened before the young man could get away. The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep. "What is it?" The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, "Here, I brought this to you." The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway. Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was crying. The man had tears streaming down his face. The man began speaking and half crying, "We were just praying. We had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking God to show me how to get some milk." His wife in the kitchen yelled out, "I ask him to send an Angel with some. Are you an Angel?" The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he had on him and put in the man's hand. He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face. He knew that God still answers prayers. THIS IS A SIMPLE TEST....? If you believe that God is alive and well, send this to at pass it on to atleast ten people and the person that sent it to you!!!!!!!! This is so true. Sometimes it's the simplest things that God asks us to do that cause us, if we are obedient to what He's asking, to be able to hear. His voice more clear than ever. Please listen, and obey! It will bless you (and the world). Phil 4:13 This is an easy test, you score 100 or zero. It's your choice. If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions. Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father." Not ashamed Pass this on .

..I see you looking at me like im some kinda freak!Get up outta your seat and do somthin!!

2005-03-25T03:15:41Z

Well Just thought I would tell you a bout my day!

..I woke up around 11:45 went took a shower in was getting ready then I get a phome call from Leigha.. saying OH "Coach Turner wanted me to call everyone and make sure they're out of the bed because he wants us to be ready to play" I was OMG are you being seriouse and she goes yeah haha.. it was so funny I cant belevie he made her do that though its crazy!..Well after that Shawn called and told me he was on his way to get me so around 1:10 I left the house w/ Shawn we went down to his moms house and ate somthing cause we both hadent eatin all day so we was both hungry!So I fixed a pizza and he ate some tuna!...We sat and watched tv with his mom and talked about stuff for awhile!..Jay and Steph droped bye! so I saw them there after I ate I went to change clothes for our game!Shawn tried to fix my hair for me.. but i didn't like it haha..!We left his moms house are 3:25.. because i was suppose to be down at the field at like 3:30 i was a little late but who wasnt? anyways when i got down there we hit off the pitching machine in stuff getting ready warmin up in everything! Shawn ended up leaving because his dad got married and he was in the wedding god love it! The game went great! we all hit well.. i had 3 RBI's! I was proud of myself Erin pitched really well and we came out winning 7-3!..It was against Rye Cove if yall are woundering! but anyways I thought everyone played really well in the game*I got the big stick award haha.. and Erin well. i can't tell you what she gave me;)LOL!,..After the game I got interviewed and I was nervous because i didn't know what to say haha..so im gonna end up sounding like a retard in the paper but owell whats knew? huh? haha.. I tried to look for SABLE after our game because Jv played after us.. but i couldn't find her no weres! I MISS YOU!.. ugh-Anyways I stayed for most of the jv game they were loosing bye 5 points when I left so i reckon they didnt win but Catherine and Sarandon did A Great job at pitching.. and I saw steph had a good hit in stuff.. im sure there were more people he did a really good job i just wasent paying attention.. But I end up coming home and thats were Im at now.. Shawn's suppose to call when he finishes up his Spanish hw for college so Im gonna head off here.. and wait for him to call!

..I expect some comments! people! haha...

Lauren and Shawn

8*15/03*..I Love you David Shawn Head!

..Gals:You KNOW who you ARE!! I love yall

lady_dawg @ 2005-03-20T22:26:00

2005-03-21T03:41:51Z

This Weekend*

Sat.-Well i woke up and got ready in stuff went to PRACTICE! ugh but it was just scrimmaging w/ Jv thank god but girl you know monday we gotta GET BACK TO WORK! HAHA.. oh lordy after practice I went with shawn! omg I was so happy to see him !!!we really just talked all day in stuff about what he did at the beach and so on just catching up on things we watched a movie Men in Black 2 haha.. omg thats such an old movie but its funny! then around 11:00 he took me home his truck isnt done so he is stuck w/ a little Geo Metro haha 4 door!

Sun.-Woke up early today took a shower..shawn was here around 9:40 we went down to Appy and he let me drive since he doesn't have his truck haha..I drove in the football parking lot and then sum up at the high school then we went to his dads house ate breakfast. layed around for a bit then got up and got totally ready and went out w/ his dad to find someone who will fix his hood because somthing is wrong with it thats why they can't finish his truck right now! then after that we came back to his dads house and i went upstairs in his room watched a little tv while he helped his dad with a car.. that jay had wrecked over the summer i think he is trying to sale it i aint for sure*But anyways after that i went driving again! YAY! haha.. I went everywhere that time though it was so fun./.After that we just came back to the house I fixed Shawn a pizza we settled in and watched "Walking Tall" which we have already seen but what the heck why not watch it again its a good movie!after that he brought me home! and thats where i am now! on the computer! lol!..I really miss my girls I hardley ever talk to them over the weekends but that will all changed this summer! i love you girl to death!!!

Tomar-I just plan on going to school and then after school going to practice catch up on a few things with Sable & tiffany! thats about it really Shawn has to go back to work in stuff tomar so Ill be really bored but ooooo well huh! im outtie!

Comments! please!*

Lauren and Shawn..always&forever!

8*15*03

i love you shawn!..

Gals! you know who you are I LOVE YALL!

Bored as usual!

2005-03-19T02:36:19Z

I GET TO SEE SHAWN TOMAR!!!! YaYã

Well I just thought I would update this is nothing special BUT I DO expect some comments! haha.This is just a few quotes & poems that are some of my favorites!...Love yall bye!

..HERE YA GO!

I know i'm in love when i'm walking beside you and feel my legs start to give way when you say I love you.

SABLE.. this next one is totally for us!* haha!

If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn, If you're quiet, he says you're stupid If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be grateful If you don't love him, he'll try to win you If you love him, he'll leave you. If you don't fcuk him, he'll say you don't love him, If you do, he'll say you're easy. If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating, If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him. If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy, If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'. If you break a promise, you can't be trusted, If he breaks it, he had to If you cheat, u expect it to be over If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance Either way.... you never win.

THINKING OF YOU--Theres no place i'd rather be then in your arms holdin me. Forever in my heart. You've been with me from the start. Feeling your body close to mine wishing that we could just stop time. My love for you only gets stronger; as my days get longer.When there's nothing else to do; I'm always thinking of you--I love you so much

*Accept Me* I am I... Do not change me, condemn me, nor put me down. Accept me for what I am, NO you need not agree with me, but accept me. For I am total in being, I have my faults, I have my guilts, but that is who I am. PERFECT I WILL NEVER BE!!! Allow me to be uninhibited, DO NOT PRESURE ME into feeling what I do not feel. Accept me when I am flying high, as I have accepted you when you were flying high. Do not put me down, nor makr me feel unhappy about me. I AM I... AND I LIKE BEING WHAT I AM... ME!!!

Just when it dawns on me.and the night gets dark.your the thought that fills my heart.its hard to explain just how i feel.but i'd do anything to show you its real.when your in my arms.you whisper in my ear.everything i've ever wanted to hear.every second we're apart.it hurts worse than a broken heart. i long for your touch.i ache for the site of your beautiful eyes. you made me who i was. you complete my life.

A best friend is someone who will turn to you start laughing and say "wow you need to do something about your makeup!"

A friend will bail you out of jail, but a best friend will be sitting next to you saying "thats was awesome!"

Friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

I'm outtie love yall bye! comments please!

I Love you Shawn!

Lauren & Shawn

8/15/03*

Gals! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Missing you..

2005-03-17T18:19:27Z

Well we played St.Paul the other night they beat us 3-2 BYE ONE POINT!.. ugh it sucked so freakin bad!..But I belevie we wil get alot better our diffence was great but our batting was what really hurt us..Me & erin worked really good at home..We got someone out coming home thought they could still on us and everyone else played great!..But as soon as we get our hitting down we will be alot better! We work together really well*

-I heard from B.J. that the Band Bus broke down in Gorgia!Ill be praying for them to get there in time for w/e they have to do!

-I miss Shawn like crazy but atleast he is having fun and he is calling me all the time!so thats really good!!

But I think im heading off here!!..SABLE D JONES IF YOU HAVE PRACTICE YOU BETTER GO!!! haha i love you sable!

Lauren and Shawn
8/15/03*
I Love you!

Gals:Sable,Tiffany,Tiffani!*

..Bored-

2005-03-13T02:45:16Z

Well I figured I would update cause I have nothing else to do.. shew Im tired I wish Shawn didn't have to work so damn late so i could talk to him and get into bed earlie and so he wouldn't be tired all the time..But anyways today I have done anything special But hopfull tomar will be better.. well then again i know it will be better because I will be w/ Shawn and its the last day I get to see him before he goes to the beach shew im gonna miss him!..Tomar I have no clue what we are getting into probably go to JC or somewheres like that just out somewere.. who knows but I know I will have fun.. I miss my girls I have no idea what they are doing right now?Love yall though! I expect some comments on this entry though!! haha..

Consolidation<--Spell???

---Anyways I think its a load of shit!. Oh and bye the way just becuase he took his reconmindation back doesn't mean the school board still cant do somthing SO I STILL ENCOURAGE PEOPLE TO GO TO THE MEETING MONDAY AND RAISE SOME HELL!!..It will never work out Im sorry Appy and Powell Valley? and Pound and WISE?St. Paul &Coeburn?? WtF!? I would end up going to Norton thats were everyone is probably going if they shut us down but im sure all the schools are putting up a fight and were not quiting till they stop threatning us! AINT THAT RIGHT YALL!Anyways I wish to see everyone at the meeting Monday to support your schools!

Consolidation doesnt work out.. LOOK AT LEE HIGH!!!.. I have heard that school it alfull!!!

Any ways Im off here COMMENTS PLEASE*

I Love you Shawn!

Laure and Shawn

8/15/03*

Gals:Sable,Tiffany,Tiffani!

Southern girls are so hott!*

lady_dawg @ 2005-03-11T21:14:00

2005-03-12T02:52:25Z

...And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd,cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud and I know that you'll use them however you want to. But you can't jump the track ,we're like cars on a cable,and life's like an hourglass glued to the table,no one can find the rewind button now,Sing it if you understand...yeah breath,just breathe, ohho breathe...

Nothing really is going on at the moment haha Im really bored I think im going to go do my homework for this weekend I had Algebra and Spanish! Spanish keeps getting worse and worse and I dont no if Im going to be able to keep up with it this 6's weeks but im going to try my best! Courtney and Sable &Tiffany Taylor are in there with me so Its hard to pay attention right ladies? haha!

The Miss Appalchia Pageant is coming up I belevie me and Sable are going to do it again together Im so excited I dont think ill be getting another dress though I think im going to wear the same one I did in miss AHS and I thought I looked okay in it I reckon ..So Me & Sable are gonna have fun doing that I wished Tiffany would be in it with us..I aint for sure if Tiffani is doing it but Im sure she will shes gorgeous she needs to! though! mauhh love yall girls!:)

Well Shawn's leaving for the beach Monday but I get to see him Sunday but shew Im still going to miss him but hey he needs to get away from here for awhile so i hope he has fun at the car show in stuff down there at the beach I aint really worried about him getting into any trouble! I dont think I should be even if i was.. I love you baby!:) and I will miss you so much:(!

..School and everything is still going good I think Sable has straightend out everythign w/ those girls that were giving her a hard time !Finally people just hate us because we are young and beautiful:) aint that right baby! And I love Bathroom sinks ! i do i do i dooooooo~~~ haha-Tiffany I think her and Andrew Carter are back together now they just fit echother I mean they look so perfect together aww god love umm!!!

Im outtie!

Lauren & Shawn

8/15/03* I LOVE YOU BABE!

Gals:Sable*Tiffany*Tiffani!

Lauren xoxo

lady_dawg @ 2005-03-07T21:30:00

2005-03-08T02:46:20Z

I finally got my computer back!!! Y-a-Y!! Im so happy Ive missed it haha..Well

I just thought I would update really quick because I don't have too much time! I should really be heading off here though things are going fine with me.. More then Perfect but I think Shawn is going to the beach Im really going to miss him but he is going w/ Brandon Maggered and B.j. and they are good guys so I know he wont get into any trouble and if he does o well he is a guy shit happends right? .. haha anyways he is a big boy hell take care of himself! ill just miss him:) But Ill be doing my own thing while he is gone with my girls!:) love yall (s.j-t.w-t.g)Mauhh*..Anyways Softball is going great they yell at me all the time but I reckon Ima have to get over that they like picking on me because im the baby of the bunch hehe:) o well though I think im gonna go take a shower and wait for Shawn to call.. love yawll bye!

I Love you David Shawn Head

Lauren & Shawn

8/15/03*..

Gals:Sable,Tiffany,Tiffani-Love yaw'll!

Lauren x0xø

---->I Love you!

lady_dawg @ 2005-02-25T23:37:00

2005-02-26T04:51:36Z

Well I though I would change this update because I think I hurt Tiffanis feelings because I think she took the update a wrong way but ..It didn't mean I didn't think of her as a best friend anymore! But any ways !!Im sorry If i hurt you or affended you!i still <3 you!

I really don't know what to write bout in here right now because I havent dont shit all day I changed my journal though I like it its soo cute!:)Softball is going great IM SO GLAD ITS HERE!!!..ahh I was kinda tired of basketball I just play to be doing somthing..But with softbal its like I want to be at practice and I want to be doing it..Im excited about getting my promise ring back tomar because of were my fat fingers wouldn't fit it haha he had to get it resized..I really wish that Tiffani,and Sable were on Varisty playing with my Tiffani isn't even playing and Sable didnt make it for some reason but if I had my input she would have!..But I aint the coach so I reckon I can't say nothing :(..But I do have Courtney,Erin,Leigha,Rachel and Ally playing with me and i love them gals there great*So I will have a good time playing with them!
I really miss Shawn right now but i get to see him tomar .. shew if I could only see him right now!:)

..But im heading off here I just thought I would re-do this entry cause I hurt a friend...

Lauren and Shawn
8/15/03*

I Love you Shawn!

Gals:Sable,Tiffani,Tiffany!love yall!

...I know more about you then you do...

2005-02-21T03:44:23Z

Me and Sable*Aww you know you love us! ... your my bestest friend babe!:)

...i love you david shawn head:)

Lauren and Shawn

8/15/03*

<---I do so much!!!

Gals:Sable and Tiffany!!!Tiffani-

lady_dawg @ 2005-02-19T22:31:00

2005-02-20T03:45:28Z

This is my Beautiful Promise Ring!*:)

Just thought I would let yall see it!:) there ya go! love yall bye!

Lauren Elizabeth Howard

Loves

David Shawn Head

..Im so happy shawn got new tags and put our intitials on the I can't wait to see them I bet they are so cute:) i love you baby!

8/15/03*

Girls:Sable-these past few days its just been me and you we have gotten alot closer im so happy i love you babe!

Tiffany-Im sorry you got burnt in stuff you will get better though no more tanning bed for you I miss you so much!

Tiffani-..Well i really havent talked to you in forever!

....Love yall!*

lady_dawg @ 2005-02-19T00:37:00

2005-02-19T05:57:14Z

All I really have to say is...----->---->Shawn!!!!

Omg Yall Shawn got my the prettiest promise ring in the world! it is so cute! I Love you so much shawn and I know that you will always be here for me*

Lauren and Shawn

forever n always

8*15*03

lady_dawg @ 2005-02-14T22:04:00

2005-02-15T03:14:11Z

. ..I Love you Shawn!!!

...Happy Valentines Day Everyone-Mine was great Shawn got me the prettiest Roses they were pink and white:) they are so pretty! hehe!...I had to go to the Orthidonist today I found out I have to get invisaline:( ...Cause of my damn teeth! ugh..Anyways after that I went and ate then went and saw my baby at work.. shew!:) I was so happy i love him guys:)..oh lordy! then I had a game in Wise we got killed go figure!..But Im all ready for softball shew! tomar I have a day off so me and Shawn will get to spend some time together ...After the game I went and saw shawn again at work! hehe.. Then I came home thats were Im at now theres nothing really to talk about really.. Sable & Tiff!:) I got yalls back I love you girls! ..Ya'll just need to learn don't listen to what other people think..But Im gone leavem*

Lauren and Shawn

4*ever*-n- Always

8-15-03*

I LOVE YOU SHAWN!

Gals:Sable,Tiffany,Tiff...love you

lady_dawg @ 2005-02-10T11:26:00

2005-02-10T16:53:23Z

Well hey yall I thought I would update because I have a little bit of time nothing really has gone on in awhile! Valintines Day is coming up haha Im so EXCITED! cause Shawn always gets me somthing the I love ...hehe*..Well anyways last night was senior night I about cried because of Ally I will miss her shew*..And we played St. Paul yeah we lost of course but anywho I belevie me and Erin scored the highest in the Game Erin fouled out.. but I know I had atleast 10 points so thats good:).Anywas today we play Norton at home it should be a good game.. but then again I don't no*Shawns coming we are also doing somthing for the little kids tonight haha..AND THAT WOULD BE ANGIES idea haha.. Shes crazy-Anyways I better head off here because I have to get ready shawn will be here soon! love yall*

Lauren and Shawn

forever and always

8*15*03

GalS:Tiffany,Sable,Tiffani!MUAHH!!!

..Lauren xoxo

lady_dawg @ 2005-02-04T20:44:00

2005-02-05T02:25:04Z

...A life without love is..A Life without Purpose!...

..Well I figured it was about time for and update nothing really big has been going on here latley me and Shawn haven't really had time to spend anytime w/ echother and that really sucks we both miss echother soo much! Jay's EX-Girlfriend! omg.. theres such a long story behind what she said to me but if ya wanna know just ask but she is one nasty ass person! Tiffany knows what Im talking about so does jay,shawn, and Steph anyways she is really nasty! Tonight there was a boys game at pv. but I really didn't feel like going im so worn out we had practice after school.. then we had to go to the hospital because my nanna has been in there but don't worry she is fine! Shawn came to my game last night we played pv and lost but o well I was happy to see him lordy i still miss him but I will get to see him Sunday! SUPER BOWL BABY!!! I hope the Eagles win!!WOOOT WOOT~!more about the game haha.. some of those girls no i don't play around now! I stuff the SHIT out of one girl bet that made her mad knowing that some lil freshman stuff her shit! anyways I saw morgan.. an kaley! aww miss them !*:) Tiffani got sick today I hope she feels better.. I hope her and this Nick guy she is dating right now works out for a while! they are so cute together.. Sable well she hasen't been feeling good nethier and I hate to see her sad:(..She hasen't been in the best mood here latley but hopfully she will be better.. Tiffany well shes just herself! haha.. i love ya tiff!..Mrs.Hall's class UMM MRS HALL IM HAVING GIRLY PROBLEMS!..to bad you have to stay in for break for 3 days! haha.. i would have just sat there!...i love my girlies*..Anyways tonight im just really going to sit around im so worn out right now I think im gonna go take a nap and then wait for shawn to call me back whenever he gets a chance too..Sweet-Heart is coming up next week shew I hope Brittany wins .. i love ya darlin! haha..Shes been selling stuff. like everyday and she always has none left so thats really good EVERYONE BUY STUFF FROM BRITTANY IT TASTE SOOO GOOD!..haha.Man (V) day is coming up here in a week or so I have to find out what Im getting Shawn crack hoe*.But anyways I guess im boring yall all out*So Ill head off here!!!!

Shawn baby I miss you and love you so much.. I can't wait to see you Sunday!!!

Lauren and Shawn-forever n always!

8/15/03*..

Gals:)Tiffani,Sable,Tiffany!I Love yall girls!!!!

c0mMeNtS----

lady_dawg @ 2005-01-28T19:30:00

2005-01-29T00:44:49Z

i love you shawn...

"If ever you need me, I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. If ever you need me, I'll be two steps behind, To follow in your footsteps, And hear what's on your mind. If ever you need me, You'll never have to fear, That your presence isn't important, And your love isn't dear. If ever you need me, I'll always be around, To bring back the laughter, Where deep in your heart it's found. You'll never have to worry, For I'll always be here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. "

Sorry this is so short yall Im just kinda waiting on Sable to give me the codes for my journal!

SHAWN I LOVE YOU..

..Lauren and Shawn..

8*15*03*

GalS"Tiffani,Sable,Tiffany!

What a day!*

2005-01-22T23:54:11Z

Well I think I should tell you about the pageant today.. shew im so worn out but I had a great time today i woke up to SABLE this morning haha she called at like 9:30 ..i talked to her for like 15 mins.. then got up put some clothes on we left to get my hair done at like 10:20..got down to big stone i had to call shawn to wake him up haha aww poor baby!..well after i got my hair done i went to my grandparents house and put my makeup on haa.. now that was soo funn!! yeah right haha.. it sucked I thought my makeup looked like crap.. but anyways Shawn came up there to my nanna's house i rode down to the high school w/ him after i got ready i got to the high school and sable was already there along .. with like morgan and ralph!*they were there really earlie*..Anyways so I put my dress on took a few pictures w/ shawn! they are soo cute:)!!!Then me and Sable went down and sat in the front row and watched the lil girls do there thingy! some lile blonde headed girl won theres! she was cute*And then it was or our turn to go up there! they showed us how to walk really fast before going up ther.. and then we started i was so nervouse! Sable was #3 and I was #4* .. so we were right beside echother in line!:) ahh thank god* anyways We walked out inividually in everything and then.. we had to walk back out there because there was a tye??????????????????? I don't no who between though but anyways we went back out there and they announced the winners of everything.. I got Prettiest hair*Photoginic*people's Choice*& 1st Runner up in my catagorie! I was fine w/ that Sable won!!AWW I LOVE YOU!..and she also got prettiest eyes*Prettiest dress*..2cnd runner up was some girl i forget her name it was somthing lilke Jessica???She was cute! but im so happy it was sable thenn.. me! haha.. The only thing I wass really happy about winning was People's Choice because that is over all the girls not just in my catagorie but in the hole thingy so I was happy about that! anyways! off me..Tiffani got 2cnd runner up which was a bunch of BS!!!! cause she is soo pretty and i thought she looked great she also got prettiest hair.. and most photoginic like Me* aww. i love you tiff and you looked gorgeouse*..Ne ways! Im glad shawn was there..:) i love you babe!!..And i have no idea were the hell tiffany was.. but she wasen't there! ugh! ware were ya babe?? huh?huh???i missed you but anyways*I better get off here.. im so bored and i want to talk to sable! i miss shawn already and he is at work its freaking poring the snow outside he doesn't get off work until like 12 and its gonna be so bad up there! im woried he wont be okay getting home:(! but im gone bye love yall*

Lauren & Shawn

I Love you Shawn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gals:Sable,Tiffani,Tiffany!*love yall

Me and Sable I LOVE THIS PICTURE AWWW*

I LOVE YOU SHAWN.. AWW..*:)

Short one again*

2005-01-21T03:47:09Z

.I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..Today Shawn picked me up after.school he came up behind me and I didnt even no he was there..:) ahh he did somthing but i aint gonna minchin that!*anyways! We went outside to his truck to leave and he bought me a pink rose.. and a frog .. hahah it was sooo cute! and I was like whats this for he was like know reason! He makes me feel soo good*I Love him!*ugh!!!!!!! haha.. THANKS bye the way baby!...

ANYWAYS:..Im getting excited about the Pageant! Im just in it for fun.. who cares who whens I mean its just ms. AHS? ya know*And I haven't even been in a pageant before nethier has sable so we are giving it a shot haha.. I beleive Tiffani is doing my makeup.. im getting my hair done.. at like 11 Saturday morning!.. Because the pageant doesn't even start until what like.. 2*..Anyways I really hope Shawn can make it Im sure he will!!*I heard there was a bunch of smaller girls in it.. but ooo well*We lost to GC tonite big woop huh? yeah for real! I hate playing basketball I am so ready for Softball it aint funny!ugh 1 i love it!!!..I should be head off here though.. I put new pictures of me and Shawn and then some of me, and then some of me and sable skipping 4rth block again haha.. but Im gone leavem sweet please*,

I Love you David Shawn Head!!!

Lauren and Shawn

8/15/03*

Gals:Sable,Tiffani,Tiffany!*Mauhh!

Quicky!

2005-01-13T03:24:25Z

Well this is going to be really quick.. I aint got to much to say besides I really need to study for freakin Spanish I have a big chapter test tomar!.. And A few things have been going on at school here latley w/ me Sable.& Katie It's kinda stupid I don't even know why we are fighting I mean I don't like kaite in all and ya know yeah I use too.. It's just I guess somtimes..things happen..I heard she was talking in stuff about me being around Morgan and me and him are just friends thats all we are and thats all we have ever been and she says the same things about Sable!..I'm sorry if that offends her but I mean hell they broke up.. and I have a boyfriend I love more than anything in the world I wouldn't do that to him es. w/ morgan!*I guess it's just ya know girl talk in stuff.. Most of the stuff going around probably aint even true! And I think Andi like hates me when none of the stuff I have said is against her I've never said nothing about the girl i like her...shit happends though...But anyways off that subject cause thats kinda getting old!..We play PV tomar away!..IT;s just the girls playing though shawn's coming to watch me play !!YAY!!..Im so happy I love when he is at my games!..I don't know what Ill get into to the reast of the week.. but Ill update again when i get a chance too!!!!..bye yall!

Lauren & Shawn
I Love you baby!
8/15/03*

Gal's:Sable,Tiffany&Tiffany!Love yawll*